In Circles

Well it finally came along, today. And strangely, it doesn't affect me. Well, much at all. Which I feel is great! It's really good, Everything I had done, everything that has happened in the last few days, it all seems to be working for me just fine.. I'm not hurting, I'm not sad, I am fine and normal.. I'm Tommy again!

This message is for you, you know who you are.

I hope it works for you, I'll try not let things head the way they did one time before. I just hope you will be happy, I hope you are happy, I hope it works for you, I hope it is what you want. I'm here still, always, as your friend, nothing less and nothing more. There was one last chance I left open for anything, me in hope that maybe something was there, you made the decision to not take it up, so that is now gone. The chance for anything along the lines of commitment and companionship I suppose are gone, and over.

I shouldn't have to write this, as one of my most beloved and closest friends, you should know this already.. As goes the rest of you guys, my closest friends.

Closeness, friendly physical contact and "more*" are still there for you, as other people take up upon with me.
If something gets you down, I'm there to help.
If something makes you angry, I'm there to calm you or help you seek the revenge you want.
If something makes you laugh, I'm there to point and laugh too.
If you feel the need for some comfort, My arms are open for you.
If there is something "else" you need, I'm there for you and I have silk sheets LOL. I'm there for you, in the ways that I am for the rest.
...Except for Miki, He gets more. LOL.

I'm trying to move on from things, and I think I am. I'm getting there. The last few days, have been a mix, but since Monday, things have been even better than they were before. Things are looking up. It's great! :)

Lvoe you, always.


* More being - Range from cuddling&comfort&maybe even more depending, to money help, to transport, to rescuing you from somewhere at 3am, to general and extreme favors, to a place to escape to, and all the rest that a "good mate" or "best friend" should supply.